My head hurts, my eyes are swollen and frankly I am tired of crying. But my body doesn't seem to be done, it is still crying whether I want it to or not. So here I sit trying to organize my thoughts and they just will not organize.
I do not seem to be getting cooperation from any part of my body. But I think in actuality my body is trying to get me to pay attention. It is saying "Hey! That hurts! " It is actually a good reminder for me that emotions are to warn and inform. If I try to lock them down or ignore them I guess they cannot do what they are designed to do.
I guess I need to cry and let my thoughts be unorganized. It will begin to come clear and the path through the hurt will emerge from the dark. I have confidence that the sun will come out tomorrow.
"My God turns my darkness into light" Psalm 18:28
Just Connie
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