The work on the house is probably within a week of being wrapped up. I have to admit that I am very tired of working, of the unrelenting mess and the sheer lack of time to squeeze everything in. I realize that I have only been at this for a month, but when you live in such a small house and you have one room under construction and building materials and displaced furniture everywhere else it really takes a toll.
I also realize that I do not like the feeling of not being able to put my hands on what I need as well as the fact that the disarray bothers me. In the whole big picture of life I realize that these things are very small potatoes. But tonight I find that I am just tired and I would love to have a week of normalcy. But what that would look like I am not sure.
I guess when I learn what normal is ... then I can begin to expect it.
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